frustrated

Today was frustrating. Work is misserable. I'm seriously considering a new job all because of one of my fellow employees. She feels that since she's been there longer, the world revlolves around her. She enjoys making decisions for me, enjoys tattle telling on me, and stupid shit like that. It's become fun to see who can piss the other one off more.

That said, I couldn't quit my job, I love it so.

I go up to visit EJ this weekend, I'm so excited. I'm buying a bottle of everclear vodka and a pack of Guiness and once up there we are shopping for food for hte weekend as well as some sprite and Cranberry juice... I am going to make Claydoughs all weekend (1 shooter of everclear, half a tumbler of cranberry, half a tumbler of sprite... omg, first real mixed drink I had at college, best I ever tasted!) but I'm also a bit poor this weekend, flying with only 30 bucks to get booze and food.. However, I may get a less strong Vodka just so i can do mt. Dew shooters... (which you can't do with 190 proof vodka... 90% ethanol, 10% water.. talk about "feeling the burn".. woo)

Yes, I'm getting drunk this weekend because life is falling apart around me. Mum is crazy, work is crazy, relationship is crazy, and really, I don't care much. I'm going to be at a safe place in a city with several contacts (two of those being my brothers who don't drink anymore), as well as being in a known area for drinking and being with someone I trust (atleast with monitoring my alcohol). He knows I'm planning drunkenness, as he's getting merely guiness for him so he can be my "watcher". I'm going to enjoy my weekend.

That said, I still have one more day at work, and I must remember that it's a bad idea to talk too much tomorrow for pissing off the teacher only means more horrible things for me come monday...

Now I go to bed with my sullen self and pray away my time tomorrow at work... Then pray for a LONG weekend that doesn't seem like it's flying away... yes, that would be best.

Goodnight all.

bored

It's 1:08am and I am still awake. I didn't even sleep in this morning, because of church. Regardless!

Everyone is making new templates for their blogs... and while I can design a website, I'm a bit baffled at how to make a good working template...

I'm going to spend the day tomorrow after we give my aunt her shot working on it... but I may call for help! If anyone wants to offer a bit of advice or a few "dead" templates I can steal the HTML coding from, I'd appreciate it!

Anyways, off to try to sleep now... annoying walmart commercial on about walmart going green.. that bugs me to see that shit...

Right, sleep, work in the morning... and eventually I'll have my inspiration post up... if any of you have read Donna Partow's "Becoming a Vessle God can Use" well, I've found my starfish.... Yeah makes no sense to anyone else! haha! Anyways! Good night all!

Starbucks

I have an undying love for Starbucks... it's a nasty obsession... but I'm having fun with it! I looove the people who work there. I have two starbucks in the area that I go to and I just.. they are so cool.

Like today, for example... I went to redeem my "free anything of anysize" coupon and the guy I got, Josh, was awesome! I went to the window of the drive thru, and I handed him the coupon and instantly he was joking with me. He kept asking me what WAS my bad service, but when I went to answer, he'd stop me going "uhm.. let me guess... you got.. an EAR in your chai!" I'd answer no.. and make some comment like "now THAT'D be something to write home to mum about!" and he'd just laugh and continue trying to guess... finally my Chai was ready and he was all "now really, what was your problem"... I explained that that week I came and it took almost 25 mins for my chai and he was like "SERIOUSLY!!!".. I laughed and eplained that hte guy in front of me was a douch and kept making the poor girl take back his coffee and screaming at her through the drive thru window. He felt so "bad" for me that he gave me 2 more free coupons, telling me how much he wished my experiences would be better... Then he felt bad because my chair had Cinamon on it.. and I asked for it without that... so he gave me another coupon and a NEW chai tonight..

I'm in love... seriously.. with my starbucks!

Do any of you have fun/wacky/crazy Coffee/tea stories? I'd love to hear em!

A-Z

I saw this randomly and decided to complete it.

A is for age: 21, almost 22

B is for book: Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens

C is for career: Daycare teacher

D is for my dog's name: We don't have a dog, but we have two cats, Pearl and Zorra

E is for essential item used everyday: Uhm, I suppose a notebook

F is for favorite colour: My favourite colour by far is Purple.

G is for game: The Sims 2

H is for hometown: Louisville, KY

I is for instruments I play: French Horn, Trumpet, Piano, Recorder, Guitar

J is for favorite juice: Cranberry, Apple and Raspberry (Minuite Maid makes it, delicious!)

K is for who's butt I'd like to kick: At the moment? I suppose my cousins. We were to spend the day together looking out for stuff for a new apartment for me, and we did go out, for about 2 hours. We went to Wal-Mart to shop for her. I got shampoo. At the moment, she is at the top of my list.

L is for last place I ate: Hometown Buffet

M is for marriage: I am not married, I doubt I will ever be married. I am not good at relationships (I say that after only having one that meant anything to me, but I just don't feel up to having more if they all end in heartache.)

N is for my name: We will just stay with Hawk.

O is for overnight hospital stays: Far too many to count. The last one was a few months ago when I had food poisioning really bad.

P is for people I was with today: My mum and step-dad. My cousin earlier today.

Q is for quote: "The truth is rarely pure and never simple" (and now that I quoted it, I cannot remember who said it. Will edit later with the name of the dude.)

R is for biggest regret: Getting a credit card at 18.

S is for Sport: Softball, baseball.

T is for travelled to: Flordia, Iowa, Indiana, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, New York, Ohio, Tennessee, Texas, Oklahoma, Arkansas, Georgia.

U is for current underwear: Stripey ones

V is for vegetable I adore: Potato

W is for wish: To start the adoption process and finish it 3 times without a hitch before I'm 30.

X is for x-rays I have had: HAH! I grew up with two older brothers, let's start at the bottom and work our way up. Ankle (broke it a few times), both knees, right hip, spine (several times for various falls from trees), both arms (shoulders, elbows, wrists, fingers), neck, and several CT scans of the head (a few concusions, a couple thought to be brain injuries (but they weren't)). I think I've broken every major bone once or twice. And my fingers/hands have really been xrayed, as I've broken every finger on both hands atleast 2 times, most likely 3 times, each.

Y is for youthful ambition not fulfilled: A forensic geneticist (I failed bio 101 at EKU.)

Z is for zodiac: Pieces