Christmas

Christmas season is rather lonely when doing it alone.

I have spent it this morning with my mum, and now we are off to my grandmothers, but I can't help but think that something is missing in my life. I do not have a significant other, I do not have a child, and come January I will no longer have schooling. Sometimes it is hard to face the reality of growing up, but then other times it's really easy to get lost in it all.

I have been reading my stint of blogs and I can't help but see how happy everyone is. It seems as if everyone on Blogger that I can find have already started (meaning atleast the first visit down) or completed their adoption process. No where do I see anyone like myself, who hasn't started nor ended but has begun the process. But I will keep out hope of it all.

Eventually I'm going to learn to do a blog roll and have all my blogs that I enjoy reading in one area, eventually I'm going to go out and meet people to call friends through adoption, but not today. Today I celebrate this season as the outcast of my family, basically celebrating it alone.

Until next time,

Hawk